Nervousness

Argh!!! Public speaking speech 2moro!!!

Here's d current results:

TD3 highest: 47/50
TD2 highest: 48/50
TD1 highest: ??/50

I keep pressuring myself, sayin dat TD1's countin on me 2 get highest 4 p.speaking. Hafiz, dis is d one particular moment dat I hate & fear u sayin

"Yong....u're d best!!! U cn do it!!!"

Argh!!!! I feel nervous!!!!

Hormones...

They are back.

Apparently, my teenage hormones haven't finished torturing me. I guess dat's d only logical explanation as to why da heck I'm having super crazy mood swings lately.

Friday:
Morning: Enters class wif a killer facial expression. Ah Soon's comment bout my shirt doesn't help my mood either. Classmates take a look @ my face & choose 2 stay away from me.

Noon: Enters class wif a so-so mood. Quickly turns to excitement upon discovery of today's topic: Robots vs. Humans. I grab d opportunity 2 sharpen my sarcasm skills puas-puas. Leaves class wif a huge smile.

Evenin: Gila-gila go play badminton (til got blister), basketball (jadi batu penghalang), & swing (til kaki cramp). Laughing like mad.

Nite: Mood starting 2 drop....study 4 chem test (d next day). Watched d Olympics opening & d damned 204 country parade. M'sians appear in gold Baju Melayu's.....confusing other countries as to whether M'sia is truly a multi-racial country or is dominated by one race only...


Sounds like symptoms of PMS, rite? I'd better get a medical checkup.

Pasar Malam Lessons

Feels good to blog after such a long time.

Thx 2 d guys hu supported & encouraged me 2 blog.

Thx 2 d lcturers 4 being u/standing & nt punishing me when I dun do my tutorials & enter claz half-dead.

Thx 2 my assignment teammates 4 helping me w/out expecting anytin in return (except free passes 2 bully me)

Most of all, thx 2 my step-bro 4 "counselling" me in times of need!



Anyway, bak 2 2day's post.

Pasar Malam Lessons:

1) Never go to d pasar malam wif only a RM50 note in yr wallet.

• Yr fren has 2 pay d 90 cent bus fare 4 u...malunya ~_~
  
• D pasar malam aunty/uncle stares @ u semacam, asking "No small change ah?" Bagi duit baki pun macam nak cekik saya.
• D frenz hu folo u will wonder whether u r crazy

2) Never go to d pasar malam w/out self control:

• You'll burn a hole in yr pocket spending $$.
• You'll burn yr feet walking several rounds buying dis & dat.
• You'll get yrself burnt by d killer stares yr fren giv u 4 havin 2 folo u around
• You'll burn yr hands carrying ridiculous amounts of food while walkin bak all d way 2 Section17 frm SS2
• You'll burn yr eyes crying when u force yrself 2 finish d food u bought

3) Never go 2 d pasar malam carryin a huge stack of papers (ala-ala photostat manager)

• You'll get weird stares from ppl tinking u are a geek
• You'll sweat like hell walking around wif a heavy load

IF (you are going to pasar malam) THEN
Don't do any of the above mentioned activities
ENDIF

~sick~

I am sick physically.

I am sick physiologically.

I am sick mentally.

I am sick emotionally.

I am sick of being used.

I am sick of being abused.

I am sick of being the "genius" who's seen as a walking book but not a human.

I am sick of being used then left when not needed.

I am sick of helping others but making myself suffer.

I am sick of being a hypocrite pretending to befriend people who aren't worth knowing.

I am sick of pinning high hopes on myself, only helping others grab them from me.

I am sick of stress.

I am sick of idiotic freshies not grasping the meaning of "do it yourself" in uni life.

I am sick of my insecurities.

BUT

I am not sick of my life.

I am not sick of my family.

I am not sick of my friends.

I am not sick of blogging.

I am not sick of people encouraging me to blog even when I have no mood.

I am not sick of my uni life which I enjoy more than in school.

I am not sick of staying alone coz I kno my family's always by my side.

I am not sick of seeing the lady smile at me every morning when I pass her stall on the way to uni though we have never spoken.

I am not sick of my dance classes.

I am not sick of my step-brother.

So...am I sick or not?

Unhappy & Angry

Yea...yea...I kno I dah lama x update. Jz wanna clarify things here.

1) My bro's been diagnosed wif mild Parkinson's Disease. Kinda kills my blogging mood.

2) I wud reli appreciate it if u (any1 concerned) jz OPEN YR GOD DAMNED MOUTH & tell me 2 remove yr pics!!! No point harassing me la, u asshole (one particular idiot) !

Quote from Mr. W:
"U should aso put some of ur photos on ur blog, then only fair for all..."

Other quotes:
"Why u put pics of sleepin ppl?"
"Violation of privacy la"
"Crap crap crap"
"Bla bla bla"...

Here's wat I tink: Dis blog is 4 fun, not serious personal attacks on any1, not degrading any1, no weird2 disgusting stuff. Pls la, if u feel uncomfortable/ashamed seeing yr "photogenic" face in my blog, go ahead & tell me 2 remove them.
(Technically, u cn follow Thilak hu B'tooth-ed more pics of himself 2 me :P)

Dun go around crapping & making noise bout me "invading others' privacy". Dey didn't even marah me (dey even enjoyed it, thx guys ^_^).

U pulak go gatal2 mulut try 2 "protect" other's "privacy" izit? Summore mengarah2 wat 2 put on my blog. Eh, meI kno la my face not so photogenic (I dun wan ppl's monitors 2 crack when displaying my face).

Watz d point of me blogging if I'm going 2 fill it wif my pics only? Kinda perasan, isn't it? Unless I'm a hansome freak, lain la cerita if I'm posting my pics.

4 those hu skipped d crap above, here's d simplified version: An idiot's harassing me 4 ridiculously claimed reasons. I'm angry. So he'd better shut up unless he wants d Foundation 2 c a mad 16-year old kid kick his ass.

Triple date!!!

Hmm...rather than report gossip bout Mr. T all d time, let's move our focus 2 another event:

Three ppl caught in a triple date!!!!

Presenting.....d pics...


Nemo waitin 4 his date(s)....



Eagerly anticipating their arrival....

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Here's d 1st date: Miss Vasanthi!!!

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2nd date: Miss Poh Ha!!!



But wait!!! Who's dis??? Haiz....jz a penyibuk sticking wif d 2 girls la...Miss SM -_-



Unfortunately 4 d girls, d date wasn't as interesting as they thought...



Even Miss Vasanthi is yawning while listening 2 Nemo nag & nag non-stop...



Miss Poh Ha can't stand it anymore....SAVE HER!!!



That's when d paparazzi arrive!!! Nemo refuses 2 comment & merely poses 4 d cameras....



Even snapping pics of d paparazzi....



However, Miss Poh Ha refuses 2 let d paps take her pic!!!



She even verbally attacks our reporters!!!



Bcoz our reporters were busy recording their date, they decided 2 "talk" 2 each other silently instead--> thru sms -.-"



Meanwhile, Miss SM is being ignored by d trio....she spends her time sms-ing her frenz...



When her frenz x balas2 her messages....dia pun sibuk nak mencelah 3 org yg tgh dating...



Kesiannya....kena pulau mcm tu je....



Meanwhile, the trio are busy cam-whoring....




Our secluded girl resorts 2 eating in silence....



OMG!!! Watz happening?! Unfortunately....our cameras ran out of batteries suddenly....4 more info, ask d trio "wat happened" :P

2 bad....our batteries died @ d "critical moment"....til d next update....buh-bye....originality rules!!!